emptiness is heaviness
a concrete sky
stiff bones for no reason
hoping to get high
breathing fumes that hurt your insides
huffing sunshine paint
to purify
break the ones you love
screaming “I wont go”
lapping paint thinner, with
moist rough tongues
that ooze through the stiffness
cracking tiles
dripping vodka water
the acid paper burns up my insides
burnt soles, melting plastic
“you do not know who I am”
tire fire side, basement rim-job oxidized
a tense slow-burning pyrolysis
winding black smoke tastes the sky
to choke us both, and you scream
wishing you could hide
Starrfishing 