Bus Rides

  
Everlasting 

I just want to be high 

I just want to bleed 

I just want to be intoxicated 

Gather myself up after 

Charming 

Fuck this tea drinking 

Cat petting 

Romantic seeking 

Bullshit 

As simple as it seems 

It’s painfully unreal 

Raw

Anxiety filled voices 

The need to impress 

I want to hurt 

Because it is simpler 

Hypocrite 

I feel as ironic as my moody poems 

If they are even that

They are more like selfish rants 

And I’m sorry  

But fuck 

What else am I suppose to do ?

Internal Thoughts as a Weirdo

  I want to be treated like an endangered animal

I like her butt (it’s nice)

I heard him say “Not my beautiful mock chicken” as he screamed he grabbed for plastic that wasn’t his 


I see there are more crows than trees in the cemetery 

I like people that smell like cigarettes 

I like to hug them 


I think ‘I never liked her’ as the pleather chair she sits on squeaks 

I don’t like to hug her 

Holes make me uncomfortable 





Lost 

In the spring, the fields and ditches 

flood beside the lake.

When the wind is calm,

the pools are still, 

And the sky is overcast.

The reflections create a monochrome world.

Driving by,

Eye darting from pool to pool 

You can get lost 

From the world that is your own.


The beauty found in these reflections 

is otherworldly yet simple.

Like the most elegant black and white 

photography.

And you long for a world similar


But as the summer gets hot, 

The pools will disappear,

And so will the beauty.