Rust and Decay

The world is a beautiful place,

Yet it seems most of the world forgets.

Self absorbed and so ordinary it hurts,

They are denying the ugly and their only edge.

Force beautiful sunsets upon us,

Looking up, blinded by the brightness.

Creating beautiful lyrical poems,

Rhyming and making you shed a tear.

 

But I am always looking down,

Call me Valjean.

Textures, dirt, scratches, rust, decay, death

Thats the real beauty.

Never look up,

You just might lose the power to see the beauty beneath you.

 

Bus Rides

  
Everlasting 

I just want to be high 

I just want to bleed 

I just want to be intoxicated 

Gather myself up after 

Charming 

Fuck this tea drinking 

Cat petting 

Romantic seeking 

Bullshit 

As simple as it seems 

It’s painfully unreal 

Raw

Anxiety filled voices 

The need to impress 

I want to hurt 

Because it is simpler 

Hypocrite 

I feel as ironic as my moody poems 

If they are even that

They are more like selfish rants 

And I’m sorry  

But fuck 

What else am I suppose to do ?