Tentacles

She has covered me in her sticky adhesive again,

Latex free?

Love free.

It impedes my vision,

Tugging at my eyelids.

Forcing the tears,

I have held for so long.

Sterile heart.

Sterile mind.

There is nothing sterile about me.

I’m tarnished,

No amount of latex free adhesive can glue me back together.

Glaring, I can see her smiling.

Ridiculing me.

As if I wanted,

The sticky tentacles of her caring.

Wall Ball

The rails were cold on my hands

but so was the coffee we share with a straw

Topics of conversation trail off

into the luminous glow of childhood

Like the rules of kickball suppressing

we write our names on the cement walls

we watch the smoke crawl out of your house
I set my hand in fresh gum

warm from the chew

pale strings flow in the windless room

far enough to make us leave

Grazing those cold rails

we do not step on the cracks

they are toxic

and will hurl us back into the past

 

Practice makes perfect

when denying our lives and

living under rocks

 

Forgotten Balsamic

Hung on a Sunday,

Filing for a loan.

Sewing buttons back on pants,

Still afraid of the family dog.

 

Longing for ice cream on the steps of the general store.

Aesthetically pleasing 99 cent lollipops,

Unfinished hashbrowns.

A lettuce eating competition,

And stakes are high.

FREE SHIT

FREE SCRAP METAL

That kitchen you always dreamed of

The three tiered mesh fruit basket in the centre, drawing energy

I am dipping my slightly charred pancakes into a tea I added too much sugar to

I release three confused tears out of my only working tear duct

Give it three years and your house will have burned

Too bad your husband made it out (don’t worry he died later)

Silently in the night

Three drawers in your refrigerator

Full of food you never got to taste

A baby of three years you never got to taste

Oh, sorry I mean never got to meet

Absurdism

The human condition,

conditions traditions.

Forces submission  and capitalism.

What a charming revision.

The human condition,

lacks capitalism via punctuation.

For capitalism would imply grammatical celebration,

when indeed it’s definition reflects cannibalism.

The human condition,

is sad repetition.

Life and death played out in suburban subdivisions

The human condition,

drives youth to self inflicted incisions.

Suicide contemplations,

cases and cases of denaturation.

The human condition,

screams for detoxification,

or better yet,

extermination.